it so funny reading my last post because so much has changed since then and it was only like 2-3 weeks ago!!!
for one matt now hates me, because well he is controlling towards ashliegh (his girlfriend & my best friend) and well he has a lot of deeply rooted issues that come to the surface often and well so does ash but because she isnt very secure in herself as a person matt can step all over her and she doesnt stop its like both thier insecurities just play off each other there perfect for each other in a really bad way! well thats my opinion but im not them so i dont no do i?
anyway i told ash what i thought after she addmited that matt made her feel guiltty for going out to her leavers party and well she went home and told him and he sent me a really abusive txt and yeah now were not speaking which really makes me sad because i was acctually like IN LOVE with him before all this and its just i miss talking to him throughout the day he really makes me feel special it just sucks butt that he doesnt treat ash the way he treats me!!!
so yeah a bit of a crumby post im afraid but its good to get it out and i really dont mind much anymore im moving on and im sure we will be friends again at somepoint!!!
xoxoana
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